Journaled tonight. Wrote down exactly how I’ve been feeling lately. It’s so painful you guys. I hate seeing it in ink. But I need to take it to my therapist I think. Just to…hash things out. I feel so sad. There’s a lot of joy in my life, but I’m…mourning something. But I’m still carrying it around with me like dead weight. So I can’t move on. I hope I can by the end of the month. Wish me luck.
I wrote a little bit of sees-the-future!Toews in my head today. I’m adapting my original idea. Idk.